Apocalypse

You once said
Isn’t it fun
Living in
The apocalypse
What did it
Take to
End like this

It’s okay
We can’t outrun
Our own destruction
We’re living in
The apocalypse

Is this
How it ends
Blindly smiling with distraction

You once said
Isn’t it fun
Living in
The apocalypse
How do we
Find the
Silver lining to exist

Is this
How it begins
All the healing with conviction

How do we mend
What’s fact from fiction

Mocking fate
A truth creeps in
The worlds a stage
Can you convince
The hollowed ground
You stand upon
To laugh it off
Tear down your walls

Sirens hum
A white noise now
Screens glow brighter
Than our sun ever will
Truth feels strange
You can’t explain
But the ashes will

..ha ha haa…
Isn’t it fuuuuuun?
..haha ha ha…
Living iiiiiiiiiiiiiin?
..hahah haha haa..
The apocalypse?

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released May 28, 2026

Written by Jordan Tucker & Stephanie Benjamin

Produced and recorded by Kevin Wellendorf in Fort Worth, TX

Stephanie Benjamin – vocals, lyrics

Kevin Wellendorf – guitar, production

Jordan Tucker – vocals, bass

Matt Mabe – drums

Wired

Wired to a clock
That I can’t unsee

I’m out of my routine
Caught somewhere in between
What the fuck am I doing?

It’s intoxicating
But it’s suffocating
Self induced anxiety
It’s overstimulating
Am I breathing
Am I machinery

I’m on my knees begging
I’m not surrendering
What a plea for clarity?

Society’s a dream
A big hypocrisy
What is authenticity?

It’s intoxicating
But it’s suffocating
Self induced anxiety
It’s overstimulating
Am I breathing
Am I machinery

Self advocacy
A declaration
That one desires
Not to be another
Fucked up system

Existential
Existence
The world promotes
Conformity

It’s intoxicating
But it’s suffocating
Self induced anxiety
It’s overstimulating
Am I breathing
Am I machinery

I call upon myself to recognize
My worth beyond the work
I’m tired I’ve spent
All that’s left of me
But at least I’m still breathing

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released March 24, 2026

Written by Matt Mabe & Stephanie Benjamin

Produced and recorded by Kevin Wellendorf in Fort Worth, TX

Stephanie Benjamin – vocals, lyrics

Kevin Wellendorf – guitar, production

Jordan Tucker – vocals, bass

Matt Mabe – drums

World of Mutilation

Comment section slogans
Here to save the day
Easy to remember
Nothing real to say

Another day inside this world of mutilation
Another day inside this world of mutilation
Another day inside this world of mutilation
Another day inside this world of mutilation

Empty promise showcase
We’re only on our own
Your trigger’s not their problem
Afraid to leave your home

No more days inside this world of mutilation
No more days inside this world of mutilation
No more days inside this world of mutilation
No more days inside this world of mutilation

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released December 10, 2025

Written by Kevin Wellendorf

Produced and recorded by Kevin Wellendorf in Fort Worth, TX

Stephanie Benjamin – vocals

Kevin Wellendorf – guitar, vocals, lyrics, production

Jordan Tucker – bass

Matt Mabe – drums

Sweetheart (Eat Your Heart Out)

Does it build you up, when you try to tear me down? Do you like it rough? Am I your playground?

Have you thought it through, those last few words you sent at two? I don't think you have...I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired of you

Sweetheart, I'd rather be left alone in the dark. Sweetheart, I'd rather be left alone In the dark.

Sweetheart, I'd rather be left alone, is that so hard?

It's fun to think, that you've got nothing left to do... But shoot your shot, like there's nothing left to lose.

Have you thought it through, those last few words you sent at two? I don't think you have...I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired of you.

Sweetheart, I'd rather be left alone in the dark. Sweetheart, I'd rather be left alone In the dark. Sweetheart

He's hoping for a connection. Until he gave his confession, that he's engaged....Should be ashamed

Sweetheart you're not so sweet anymore

My heart is under construction, hiding from prying emotions. I can't entertain, so pretty please refrain...

Sweetheart I'm not so sweet anymore

Sweetheart, I'd rather be left alone in the dark. Sweetheart, I'd rather be left alone In the dark. Sweetheart

Eat your heart out

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released October 31, 2025

Written by Stephanie Benjamin and Kevin Wellendorf

Produced and recorded by Kevin Wellendorf in Fort Worth, TX

Stephanie Benjamin – vocals, lyrics

Kevin Wellendorf – guitar, background vocals, production

Jordan Tucker – bass

Matt Mabe – drums